Okay, enough fscking around… I need to get back to keeping this blasted thing up to date. I’ve allowed myself to get so distracted lately, I’ve let rather a lot of things slide (hmmm, such as homework).
Mayhap I should make an attempt at explaining why? Well, part of it is too complicated to lay out here, and there’s a substantial amount of context and background I’d need to explain, which for various reasons I shan’t even attempt.
Let’s start with the physical- I believe I’ve already mentioned that my allergies made a nice comeback recently. Whilst I’m (hopefully?!) getting that back under control with a combination of tranquilisers and obstinance, it’s pretty scary stuff. How can you even explain such a weird problem to someone, anyroad? Then I go and get myself all metaphysical and melancholic and melodramatic about it all, which brings up an issue that I wrestle with once every few months or so. That issue is, of course, that one I can’t go into here, because it would take too long to explain. I do need to find someone to rap with about it soon, though. *shrug* Ah, well.
Incidentally, just as I finished sayin’ things were gettin’ getter, I had a bad attack. Shows just what shape my karma’s in, eh? Bad joss. Whatever. I amended the above statement to say “hopefully” and we’ll just go with that, shall we?
School is going well enough, I suppose, for my having fallen just a little bit behind. I’ll get caught up soon enough. Well, so long as I don’t let this frustration get to me too much, I will. I keep wasting time because I can’t concentrate on my school work.
Regarding that sixties mixtape set, I have twelve volumes done, and it’ll probably hit 24 or so at this rate! I’m going to have to take a break from it, though. Besides which, I’d like some opinions of the mixes- I’m curious to see whether what appeals to me will appeal to anyone else! *grin* I’ve just formatted a track list, but the songs themselves do not tell the full story- I’m getting better (I think) at odd edits and transitions, and that’s the biggest selling point for me, both as a listener and (especially) in undertaking the project.
“A man should not strive to eliminate his complexes but to get into accord with them: they are legitimately what directs his conduct in the world.” -Sigmund Freud